in a month

in a month
-i can start a new job and quit an old one, twice
-make more money that i've ever made before and realise its still not enough
-buy my first winter truck
-lose my faith, and find it again, only to misplace it again by next month
-think i'm falling in love and realize i'm not
-look at my photo albums and remember the good times
-look in my photo albums and remember what it was like to be in love
-realise that i've never truly really loved anybody, not even myself
-find i have more confidence, but less direction than i've ever had in my life
-gain respect for someone I thought was a dumb ass
-lose respect for someone i trusted
-blog like 80 times more than anyone else on this blog
-you can fall in love with the person you never wanted to see again a month ago
-you can ignore that voice in the back of your head that tells you what you knew a month ago
-forget about an old friend
-get lost in your busy schedule
-just stop giving a damn anymore
-become a communist
-become a capitalist
-you could win a million dollars
-or you could lose a million dollars
-forget that you like to play guitar
-forget that you like to sing
-i've been meaning to go to church, but just haven't made it yet...
-put off writing a letter that you really want to write
-kick a habit
-and start again
-be born again
-fall by the wayside
-lose track of whats really important
-figure out what you really need in life
-start a revolution
-be so happy you want to jump for joy
-wonder why your so lonely
-gain 5 pounds, and lose it again
-wish someone was dead
-wish someone was alive
-think about the past
-and the future
-pray to God
-get lost in your own selfish thoughts
-remember why pizza is your favourite food
-be reminded why your mum drives you nuts
-and why you love her
-eat a piece of pumpkin pie
-stub your toe
-hit your head
-drive way to fast
-wonder why you drive so fast
-pick up a hitchhiker and scare him half to death by driving so fast
-realise that you won't be able to drive so fast in your winter truck
-which means you’ll have to wake up earlier to goto work
-complain about the price of gas
-and then it goes up again
-try to be an optimist
-get called a complainer
-send dave your paintball gun
-decide you should sign up for axe fighting lessons
-realise that kickboxing is probably more realistic, but less cool
-realise how cruel most humans are
-get a letter from your sponsor childs mother
-mean to write back but still haven't yet
-spend hours trying to get your student loan interest relief applications sorted out, but have made very little progress by the end
-download the entire last season of enterprise, and voyager, and have to pay extra for your cable internet for going over the 8 gig download limit
-hurt your back working for a jerk
-slowly get better
-hurt your wrist at you much better job
-hope it gets better
-be relegated to last on the list because its alphabetical - for the millionth time in your life
-wish i could go back with what i know now
-decide that changing the future with what i know now will have to do
-be glad i was born in a first world country
-be glad for my regrets
-hopefully learn something new
-but not the embarrassing way